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don't know if you're still interested, but couldn't resist the opportunity to trauma dump on strangers. i don't have to put a trigger warning on this site, right?
first time i ever saw gore, i hated it and seriously thought of never going to internet again. a few years later, i became interested in why people commit atrocities, their motivations and backstories. if i could read the minds of those people can appear on gore videos, it'd be awesome. that has nothing to do with the fact i'm a incest survivor, i know very well why my abusers did what they did. when i watch gore, i can leave my prison where imitations of my abusers still torment me to this day and dissociate into other people's suffering. i don't want to, but i have no choice. i want to get out of here. also, it fuels my creativity.
 
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